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Need To Be 02:38
eons of people walking upright but o’ i need to be myself forever rage, and two too-thin legs fucked up knees, and a need to relate keeps me abreast of all the pain in the room but i’m floundering, drowning, in groupthink SO I BITE BACK i pound and i pound blustering, violent, screaming at the ground (MOVE) at times, unable to think, hear, or see, but everything — everything is worth the feeling increasing myself reflecting multitudes cannibal’s spirit unable to push through MAKING MYSELF unable to learn that from anything else if it exists, it’s in relation to me — even the pain in the room i see the waiting waiting for the chance to spin around and break the legs of that new-found man anything for that fucking feeling tear down cities of You until the only thing left standing is My Self myself
you never felt the pull, you took it all on faith — anger as insincere at what you make and now you have the gall to tell us how to live, despite the fact you took it all because you’ve got nothing to give i don’t wanna be you, to learn to be me, crushed by god for doing or saying the wrong thing your tyrant days are over now, your rules don’t apply “this time belongs to us!” or isn’t that right? oh-so-cavalier, it doesn’t hurt you to lie, but you’ll cover your ears when the new kids cry, “OFF WITH THEIR HEADS” off with their fuckin heads affix your lens replacement head
i want to make myself into whatever you need extend with open palm, my heart, and let it bleed growing tired of the walls, of having hurt to show i won’t impale myself on my flaming sword anymore. sea of earth between, but never far from you convince myself i’m worth the task of love to see this through the pieces of you that i find in me will have to do destroy me with a word, and carve me anew sea of earth born in the blue on mountaintops carve me anew
what were you supposed to think? bent head, servile pose, over oven, or kitchen sink locked behind your bedroom door with YOURSELF, with your FEAR, with your UNTAMED WAY your heart still growing, beating, yearning, for reciprocation, every day so you bury yourself in your april gardens, and up sprouts me -- lifted onto your old, green soul, to give me love you’d never seen you die your deaths in the shallow breaths, in the culvert of that love and fear and your overcrowded head somehow leaves room for everybody but yourself never granted the gentle night never a respite from the self-sight never danced inside your own sunlight never out from under the shadow of world-fright but you, you grew and i grew too, when you were two days into the sick, pins and tumblers just wouldn’t click and when you still can’t fight it now, a decade-old fear comes back around but i would carry you on my back for miles before you suffered alone again “she would smile, to show me how, and it was the saddest smile i ever saw” — charles bukowski


Straight Edge hardcore from Oklahoma.
Very rarely can you find a band whose intensity is matched by it's honesty. On this promising demo, End On End has been able to accomplish just that. Four well crafted hardcore songs that come across pissed yet poetic. The songs demonstrate a cohesive and thoughtful musicianship that show this band is here to make an impact.

This release presents the best in the Midwest team up of New Morality Zine and Dog Years Records.
Physical copies at:

25 white (NMZ Exclusive)
25 blue (Dog Years Records Exclusive)
25 yellow (End On End Exclusive)


released April 19, 2019

Album art by: Augie
Album layout by: Chris Mollet

Recorded at Luis's House
Engineered, mixed and mastered by Jake Scott


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